
OK, just had to share this. This isn't a post for a grade, just something I wanted to blog about because it was such a random, cute moment.
-”The action in this graceful game is ongoing integration. One by one, you bring everything tou have been resisting into the fold. You, as the board, make room for all the moves, for the capture of the knight and the sacrifice of your bishop, for your good driving and the accident, for your miserable childhood and the circumstances of your parents’ lives, for your need and another’s refusal. Why? Because that is what is there. It is the way things are.” (p.146)
Religious beliefs aside, we as human beings have been given/granted the freedom of choice and/or “Free Will.” We could all fall victim of circumstance, but it is what we chose to do with those circumstances that define who we are. By “becoming the board”, we become in essence the beacon of our own possibilities.
-”I have come to realize that people will do what they want to do ---which means that sometimes they will come to rehearsals and sometimes they won’t---and i must respect their decisions.” (p.153)
Ben has spoken much truth in his letter to Cora. I have to admit that although I have come to the same realization many times, I am still not at 100% of acceptance and continue to have this inner battle through the years that I have taught. I have let the fact that maybe not every student shares the excitement I have for a new unit or the literature get in the way of enjoying teaching the lesson. Each time I would let the hurt I felt chip away at how passionate I am about the subject matter. I am getting better and I revert to the words of my department head, “Your are the teacher, any tears shed should be theirs for the poor decisions THEY have made.” I am working on “Becoming the Board!”
WK Four-Being the Board
Sunday, May 23, 2010
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Sunday, May 23, 2010 - 07:48 PM
Trisha,
First I want to thank you for the comments on my last post. You speak encouraging words!
Second, I wanted to comment on this week's reading. I just wanted to congratulate you on being a reflective thinker. When I read the chapters, I often think of specific stories, students, or situations that the stories in the book would apply to in my life. I identify with your department head's comment, that student's poor decisions are their responsibility. While it's easy to say, it isn't easy to follow through, when some students seem to care less about themselves than we do. I'm currently struggling with high absenteeism this trimester at the high school, and kids who won't graduate unless they pass my class, since it's a requirement at the state level. I have to remind myself that it is their decision, and they can graduate this summer, (later) not now doesn't mean not ever. And it is their decision, not mine. Again, easy to say, not easy to understand. I also am working at "Becoming the Board...." luck to both of us! :)
Lina Valery's post:
In this interview Ron Smith shared a very interesting point with Dr. Ludgate and this is actually one of my “selling points” when it comes to homeschool parents incorporating more technology tools in their lessons. It is no secret that it takes a great deal of preparation for teachers to create media, digital stories, and e-learning tools to incorporate into their lessons. Yet, this prep work allows more one on one and independent learning when it comes to the actual lesson implementation.
This year I have begun implementing this theory with my own learners and while the road has been a bit bumpy, I must say this is due more to the fact that I am trying to incorporate what I am learning at Full Sail as I go. Although I know I’ll be able to do this more realistically once I have graduated, it’s important to keep in mind that with technology there is no finish line. There is always something new to learn and apply.
Still, this year has taught me a great deal about planning and organization. There are so many simple things I can incorporate into my daily life that could make me more efficient in the long run. Labeling pictures and videos with more detailed descriptions, keeping clean computer file folders, subscribing to the right RSS feeds, instead of all the ones I find interesting, time blocking, and one of my favorites using an online time tracker so that online research doesn’t turn into online surfing.
My reaction to Lina's post:
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Lina,
Wow, I can't believe how many things I identify with in your blog!
First, I felt the same way about the video for class. We can use media we create again and again, and that is one great argument for your case.
I have also been wanting to incorporate what I learn as I go, as you have, so you much be managing your time well, because I have found that impossible! I cannot wait until graduation to apply my new skills. I may be teaching a whole new curriculum next year, so I haven't put a lot of effort in to creating media I won't be able to keep. Hopefully next year I'll be able to do so, so long as I keep up with technology, as you point out one needs to do!
Good luck in all your efforts, especially organizing and staying focuses. That is a hard task, but from what I've seen of your work, it seems you are doing a truly GREAT job! (You and just a few others are the ones I look to for setting the standard!)
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 - 05:11 PM
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Mel,
I'm so glad you found a place to present. I wanted to go in the presentation direction, but I can't seem to find a place to present this year, and next year would be too expensive.
Another issue that was cleared up was that we can whittle down our presentations or writings to what we've already done (written or worked on), and not the whole thing! Reading that email made my day!
I'm so glad to hear that we all feel like we're going a million different directions; I always feel that way this time of year, but especially with working on this program. We all want to do a great job, and it's hard to feel you're doing your best work in such limited time, but what can we do?
Good luck with publication, and I hope you are accepted as a presenter! I'm sure they would be happy to have you, and you'd do a great job!