
OK, just had to share this. This isn't a post for a grade, just something I wanted to blog about because it was such a random, cute moment.
-”The action in this graceful game is ongoing integration. One by one, you bring everything tou have been resisting into the fold. You, as the board, make room for all the moves, for the capture of the knight and the sacrifice of your bishop, for your good driving and the accident, for your miserable childhood and the circumstances of your parents’ lives, for your need and another’s refusal. Why? Because that is what is there. It is the way things are.” (p.146)
Religious beliefs aside, we as human beings have been given/granted the freedom of choice and/or “Free Will.” We could all fall victim of circumstance, but it is what we chose to do with those circumstances that define who we are. By “becoming the board”, we become in essence the beacon of our own possibilities.
-”I have come to realize that people will do what they want to do ---which means that sometimes they will come to rehearsals and sometimes they won’t---and i must respect their decisions.” (p.153)
Ben has spoken much truth in his letter to Cora. I have to admit that although I have come to the same realization many times, I am still not at 100% of acceptance and continue to have this inner battle through the years that I have taught. I have let the fact that maybe not every student shares the excitement I have for a new unit or the literature get in the way of enjoying teaching the lesson. Each time I would let the hurt I felt chip away at how passionate I am about the subject matter. I am getting better and I revert to the words of my department head, “Your are the teacher, any tears shed should be theirs for the poor decisions THEY have made.” I am working on “Becoming the Board!”
WK Four-Being the Board
Sunday, May 23, 2010
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Sunday, May 23, 2010 - 07:48 PM
Trisha,
First I want to thank you for the comments on my last post. You speak encouraging words!
Second, I wanted to comment on this week's reading. I just wanted to congratulate you on being a reflective thinker. When I read the chapters, I often think of specific stories, students, or situations that the stories in the book would apply to in my life. I identify with your department head's comment, that student's poor decisions are their responsibility. While it's easy to say, it isn't easy to follow through, when some students seem to care less about themselves than we do. I'm currently struggling with high absenteeism this trimester at the high school, and kids who won't graduate unless they pass my class, since it's a requirement at the state level. I have to remind myself that it is their decision, and they can graduate this summer, (later) not now doesn't mean not ever. And it is their decision, not mine. Again, easy to say, not easy to understand. I also am working at "Becoming the Board...." luck to both of us! :)
Lina Valery's post:
In this interview Ron Smith shared a very interesting point with Dr. Ludgate and this is actually one of my “selling points” when it comes to homeschool parents incorporating more technology tools in their lessons. It is no secret that it takes a great deal of preparation for teachers to create media, digital stories, and e-learning tools to incorporate into their lessons. Yet, this prep work allows more one on one and independent learning when it comes to the actual lesson implementation.
This year I have begun implementing this theory with my own learners and while the road has been a bit bumpy, I must say this is due more to the fact that I am trying to incorporate what I am learning at Full Sail as I go. Although I know I’ll be able to do this more realistically once I have graduated, it’s important to keep in mind that with technology there is no finish line. There is always something new to learn and apply.
Still, this year has taught me a great deal about planning and organization. There are so many simple things I can incorporate into my daily life that could make me more efficient in the long run. Labeling pictures and videos with more detailed descriptions, keeping clean computer file folders, subscribing to the right RSS feeds, instead of all the ones I find interesting, time blocking, and one of my favorites using an online time tracker so that online research doesn’t turn into online surfing.
My reaction to Lina's post:
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Lina,
Wow, I can't believe how many things I identify with in your blog!
First, I felt the same way about the video for class. We can use media we create again and again, and that is one great argument for your case.
I have also been wanting to incorporate what I learn as I go, as you have, so you much be managing your time well, because I have found that impossible! I cannot wait until graduation to apply my new skills. I may be teaching a whole new curriculum next year, so I haven't put a lot of effort in to creating media I won't be able to keep. Hopefully next year I'll be able to do so, so long as I keep up with technology, as you point out one needs to do!
Good luck in all your efforts, especially organizing and staying focuses. That is a hard task, but from what I've seen of your work, it seems you are doing a truly GREAT job! (You and just a few others are the ones I look to for setting the standard!)
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 - 05:11 PM
I just found out something quite exciting. One place I could possibly present my action research is at the Michigan Art Education Association annual conference. The conference will be coming soon to Mt. Pleasant. I work for Mt Pleasant schools and live just 20 minutes outside of the city now. The great thing about that is, I didn’t know of any appropriate arts conferences I could present at besides this one. The cost of presenting out of my area would be too much. Last year the district paid for my conference attendance from money set aside for mentors and mentees. My mentee experience ended last year, so that $250 wasn’t available this year, and certainly won’t be next year. With the cost of all the fees associated with the conference, the $250 wouldn’t have been enough to pay for the fees and the additional hotel stay for last year’s conference, but luckily, the conference was held in Grand Rapids and my parents lived nearby. So I was able to afford the conference because the district was paying for the fees, and having someone to stay with made the conference affordable.
Having the conference within traveling distance should allow me to be able to afford to attend the conference. The only unfortunate thing is that even if you present at the conference (instead of attend as a participant), you still have to pay the same amount for the conference. I think if you present, you should either not have to pay at all, or get a reduced fee. But that’s just my personal gripe.
The only other hiccup I foresee is that I would miss two school days for the conference, and I might have to pay for my subs out of pocket. As districts are crunching the numbers and reducing and cutting, I know one reduction they keep making in our district is to cut our coverage by subs. If you’ll be out for any reason other than illness or bereavement, getting subs paid for by the district becomes an issue of late.
Other than some financial concerns, having the conference in my city of employment is very exciting, and will make my decision and process for publication so much easier.
A few things this week moved me in this week’s reading. The first was the idea of downward spiral talk. I’ve had several dreams and ideas over the years, and unfortunately have learned not to share these with many of my friends and family. There are some I can share these thoughts and ideas with, but I’ve become a bit jaded when it comes to sharing with those who are dream stompers.
When it comes to dreams, passion is usually what ignites them. I identified with two stories in the last chapter for this week, the first was about Roz at the service station. When motivated by a dream, we can ask for something we normally couldn’t ask for. The other story was about a failing school and a dream to introduce music to the students there.
Every educator should be able to identify with a story about using our passion to reach students. Often I think that there is a fear that if one is too passionate we will alienate some students. While this may be true, we should be more concerned about alienating a greater number by lacking passion. It’s so easy to think it’s the kids who are unmotivated instead of that we may not be the teachers we wish to be. So educators need to reflect and think whether or not we are doing everything in our power to motivate all our students. While I truly believe it is unrealistic to think we will be able to hook every single kid every single time, I do think we should at least try. If we do our best bang up job, we can at least say we gave it our all.
Now if only I had that mindset and energy to follow through every day I teach! But I can work on it…..(to be continued!)
Here’s a short video reflection on some publishing options for my action research project.
The video at YouTube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfq_A8nXMsQ
Read about Mary Schmich:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wear_Sunscreen
My response to Trisha's Week 2 Reading Reaction follows her post here:
I wish that I had this book my first few years of teaching. I couldn’t except the fact that I did not reach every single student in my class. I took everything to heart and started to reconsider the profession I chose, the career that was “my calling” in life. I thought that I would never get past that and started to hate going to work everyday and would cry silently during my planning period. It wasn’t until one of my students through a fit about reading Shakespeare with the others joining in that I thought was the last straw. I got this moment of awakening, remembering the journey I made to get here, and how much I love literature, especially Shakespeare. “This is my passion”, I thought and decided to be myself and show my students that passion. The very next day (no exaggeration) that one student that had the fit, walked into my classroon waving a book in my face, shouting, “see! see! what have you done!... I am reading Hamlet!!!” I knew then what I needed to do everyday, SHOW MY PASSION! Stay true to myself so they will stay true to themselves.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
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Saturday, May 15, 2010 - 09:01 PM
I can see it now, "Damn you, teacher, because of you I learned something. Argh!" Too funny. And truthful.
Saturday, May 15, 2010 - 09:56 PM
Trisha,
I love what you have to say here. I feel too often that we are caught up in the bureaucracy of teaching that we forget why we're hear in the first place. You are so correct, especially for those of us who are secondary or specialty teachers. We got into teaching because we love our subjects, and the kids as well.
I'm sorry to hear that you had such a rough patch at the start of your career, but I'm very glad you toughed it out! There are many young teachers who would benefit from your sharing that you've had that experience, and you've done that here! It's good to know none of us are alone in our feelings.
I was reminded of the importance of music and the impact it has on the emotions of young children after reading (p.43) the Zander’s story about the violinist from his orchestra. The story is about a little 5 year old girl whose aunt was the violinist mentioned. The aunt had made up a fairy tale story about the music she had been playing (Mahler’s 9th Symphony), but after repeatedly hearing the music the little 5 year old asked for the “real story” behind the music. Learning that the music was really about the life of a dying man, whose childhood had been surrounded by the death of his 7 sickly siblings, an alcoholic father, invalid mother, and later the death of his own child didn’t deter the child’s interest in the piece and makes me realize the depth of children’s capabilities. The child recognized that the story was not about a fairy tale princess, and she recognized the emotional quality in the piece. Zander’s recounting of the incident makes me want to hear this classical piece with the dramatic sound that caught the ear of the little five year old. With the invention of YouTube I actually have had the opportunity to listen to the music as performed by Myung-Whun Chung’s orchestra, and I have embedded the video above
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THERESE LUNSFORD
Beckie,
Your last few sentences in your last paragraph make me laugh. I wrote in response to the chapter reading this week about my almost accidental experience where I let a student be "art teacher" for a day - or class period, to be more exact. Of course, when it came to clean-up time, I had to take back over, but that was one of the most fun moments I've had as an elementary school teacher.
And thank-you for embedding the video, I am going to give it a listen! I look forward to looking over your AR work again very soon, too, now that I have the url from the MAC class document. It will be wonderful to see who your work compares to mine, as we both have a component of technology in art.
Saturday, May 15, 2010 - 09:19 PM
Mahler’s Symphony #9
as played on YouTube by
Myung-Whun Chung
As a teacher, I am automatically a leader. While this position doesn’t always make me comfortable, it is a part of the job. If I were just a leader, I’d have no issues with my role, but the fact is that in my classroom I am the only leader, and this is where I sometimes have issue. However, I don’t share these feelings with my students, because I feel they might eat me alive if they knew what I was thinking.
There have been times when I handed over the reigns to my students. I don’t recall how or why it happened, but in response to what one of my elementary art students said, I responded, “Well, then, you be teacher for a bit….” And the young man jumped at the chance to run the classroom. While I sat down to work on a drawing, he walked around the classroom and did what I typically do; walk around and offer feedback to the students on their work, and offer help if they needed it. He told a group that was too loud to “bring the volume down” and generally did a pretty good job as a stand in for me. It was a fun moment for all of us, and had other kids begging to get to be “teacher for a day.”
In my speech class at the high school, I try to give the kids as many opportunities as possible to get up in front of the class as possible. When I do notes, sometimes I assign simple chapters to the kids to teach to each other. Small groups are formed and each group is assigned a part of a study guide, and each group has to present their portion of the notes as a small group. Therefore, they are also acting as my replacements for a brief period of time. Of course, they are communicating and publicly speaking as part of the exercise, which is highly relevant for a speech course. But even better, the students are engaging with the material in a wholly different way than what they are used to, so they have to look at the material from a teaching perspective. Some kids just go along with it, but some really get it, and you can see it in how they present the material. They take their job as teacher seriously, and it’s nice to see some kids respond this way.
I just think it’s always nice to share power, and to get everyone involved in the process. To make our students feel valued and appreciated should be one of our daily goals as educators.
“Being a contribution” is a concept that should ring true for just about any adult. We put a lot of stock into our careers, our families, our relationships. We judge ourselves by these things, as well as measures as silly as the money we make.
The truth is, it’s hard to get away from these types of measures. Even in judging ourselves by our relationships, we’re valuing our selves based on other people. There are times when people in our lives are going to let us down, and we have very little to do with it. We have to learn to decide how much personal responsibility to take, and how much responsibility others should take.
In education, I think any teacher is automatically a contributor. So long as we take individual responsibility, and realize that what we do is very important (and not make the mistake of feeling self-important) for our students, we’ll be a contributor. In simply choosing a job where we are in a service type of position, we are contributing.
I was speaking with a friend years back, explaining to her how I had offended this waitress I worked with. I explained how I had said , “I don’t want to be a waitress my whole life,” and how another waitress, overhearing what I was saying to another young co-worker, defensively butted in and asked “why?” I immediately felt defensive myself, because what I had said wasn’t meant to pertain to anyone but myself. I hadn’t thought how it might sound to someone else standing nearby. The older waitress waited while I searched for an answer, and all I could come up with at that moment was that I wanted to do something more with my life. The other waitress stalked off, not satisfied with my answer. In explaining the situation to my friend, she didn’t understand my reasoning, either. She and I were currently working together, and I was trying to explain why what I said to the waitress shouldn’t be offensive. There is just a certain mindset that people who become teachers have that we need to do something more, give something back, to work a job that makes us feel like we’re making a difference. When I was in junior high, my best friend at that time totally understood. We both talked about becoming teachers “when we grew up,” and we both did just that. There is something about doing a job that is about a little more than making money, or chasing goals or attaining small scale rewards. I never did make my friend or that waitress understand what I meant, but at least I tried.
Reading this chapter summed up what I meant to say better than I ever could. I have a desire to be a contribution. To have the importance of my career not be everything I am, though it is a huge part of me. My contribution is determined by me, and I can give anything I want. The great thing is, as a young educator, I have a long road ahead, much to contribute and keep contributing, and a long way to grow.
Week 1 Reading: The Power of Mahler 9 (and Beethoven) by Therese Josephson
There was one anecdote in the first three chapters that really grabbed me--the story about the 5 year old girl, Katrine, and Mahler’s 9th Symphony.
Zander’s point is clearly summarized in his last sentence on the topic: “It reminds me how seldom we pay attention to, or even look for, the extraordinary in children--how seldom we give children an A” (p. 46).
This is certainly true, even for educators, I think. How often do we fail to recognize the unlimited potential of the young minds we work with on a daily basis? I know that I am guilty of it on occasion--though I’m taking Chapter 2 from the book as a strong reminder not to. What would our students be capable of if they knew that we thought they were capable of anything?
But, honestly, that’s not why this passage was so powerful for me. The thing that is really striking me about this book is that, because it is written (or half-written) by a musician, there are a lot of implicit messages about the power of music. That a five year old girl can be so moved by Mahler’s 9th Symphony, largely because of the (autobiographic) story that the music tells, is a very moving idea. I had a similar experience with a 7th grade orchestra class the other day.
This group is collection of nice kids, but one of the least focused that I work with, and not always easy to motivate. They are working on an arrangement of the final movement of Beethoven’s 5th Symphony. (For those without a music history background, Beethoven’s 5th Symphony starts with a very ominous 4 note motive--I can guarantee you’ve heard it before, but ends with a very triumphant Finale. It is generally assumed that the piece was Beethoven’s statement that he would overcome the tragedy of losing his hearing.) They love it! Mostly because, I think, they can relate to the idea of someone or something telling them that they can’t do something, and the desire to prove the world wrong.
When they played it in class the other day, I asked them, “Why do you think you sound better on this piece than anything else you play?” It is definitely not the easiest piece they are working on. They replied, almost in unison, “Because it’s our favorite.” I asked, “Did you think you were going to like Beethoven?” and they told me, “No.”
Music is powerful. It speaks to us in universal themes, even when it was written centuries ago. My seventh graders now understand this. That is cool.
My reaction to Therese's blog post is as follows:
I find it so interesting how we all read the same three chapters, and are all moved by different stories or parts.
As an art teacher, I identify with a lot of what you say, even if it's in a roundabout way. It is a wonderful feeling when you have those moments of elation where a student connects with what you're teaching; because music is, of course, something that is very important to you. It's not only a validation for us as teachers, but also for us as appreciators of our own speciality.
On another note, I'm enjoying the reading very much. I'm also pleased to be reading stories from another specials teacher, and I'm enjoying the fact that I get to see things from a music teachers perspective in that way. Your blog also allows me to do that, and I certainly feel in our current economy that we specials teachers need to stick together; to display our passion, intelligence, and love for the arts.
Saturday, May 8, 2010 - 01:41 PM
Blog Post Title: Wk1 activity (eg. reading) BY BECKIE LAMBORN
When reading the Art of Possibility, the first thing that came to my attention and started my head swirling about the world of possibilities in our lives was the idea of varied perceptions and how some things can be important to one person but not to another. The example in Zander’s book pointed out the Me’en people of Ethiopia who viewed a photograph and did not know what it was or that there was an image of something depicted on this piece of paper reminds one to be conscience of differences in people and cultures. NOt everyone views things with the same weight or measure of importance. While others may not agree, the above video shows an African culture that sees the expansion of lips as a beautiful thing,.
With the shrinking of our world we are bringing more cultures together that are different in many ways, and it is important to respect those differences. And now in this developing age of open source writings and knowledge building fueled by Internet communications and connections, sharing with others becomes a central theme. From the time we are little toddlers we are taught to share and play nicely with others, and now as adults the toys we must share consist of information, knowledge, and communications. Whether that sharing is done “freely” or not is still evolving, but the community mindset that is evolving is encouraging.
Exercising and activating the mind through the sharing and building of ideas, makes for a rich and stimulating life. Setting up a mindset that looks beyond assumptions and perceptions and embraces differences, while including values such as respect, compassion for others, and sharing, may be the common values that bring this big world of differences together.
My response to Beckie is as follows:
Beckie,
As usual your insights are on point. Our world is certainly shrinking culturally, and as our exposure to other worlds increases, so should our curiosity and empathy.
I agree fully that we should respect other cultures and allow exposure to those other cultures to expand our own horizons. As a fellow art teacher, I know as well as you that without cultures meeting, mixing, and then overlapping, that our worlds would be weaker for it. And not only in the realm of art.
The video is a nice addition to your thoughts. Art and expression are everywhere and our cultures are a direct reflection of that. Thanks for the thought provoking reaction and video!
See Beckie's blog here!
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Mel,
I'm so glad you found a place to present. I wanted to go in the presentation direction, but I can't seem to find a place to present this year, and next year would be too expensive.
Another issue that was cleared up was that we can whittle down our presentations or writings to what we've already done (written or worked on), and not the whole thing! Reading that email made my day!
I'm so glad to hear that we all feel like we're going a million different directions; I always feel that way this time of year, but especially with working on this program. We all want to do a great job, and it's hard to feel you're doing your best work in such limited time, but what can we do?
Good luck with publication, and I hope you are accepted as a presenter! I'm sure they would be happy to have you, and you'd do a great job!